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Twelfth Station: Jesus Speaks to His Mother and the Disciple

Filed under: passion, prayers — kathryntherese at 2:13 pm on Monday, July 16, 2007

Standing by the cross of Jesus were his mother and his mother’s sister, Mary the wife of Clopas, and Mary of Magdala. When Jesus saw his mother and the disciple there whom he loved, he said to his mother, “Woman, behold, your son.” Then he said to the disciple, “Behold, your mother.” And from that hour the disciple took her into his home.
John 19: 25-27

We pray:
Lord Jesus, though You seem to have nothing now, you are still giving.You give mercy and forgiveness to all, You give Your promise of salvation to the Good Thief, and now you give Your Mother to us.Mary’s Heart, pierced with the sword of sorrow prophesied by Simeon so many years ago, is now open to the whole world. She stands at the foot of the Cross, consumed with grief, yet looking straight into the face of suffering, strong in hope. She accepts this as she has accepted every detail of her life: as the Father’s perfect will, which she need not understand. She must only trust. She does not waver, does not draw back from her fiat, “Be it done to me as you have said.” (Lk 1:38 ) She places no limits or conditions on her Yes, because she trusts fully that nothing is impossible for God.She is confident that You will reign, that this is necessary, and that Love will conquer all.  

All:

Lord, bring us beyond our woundedness to the place where we know that our peace and our joy are to be found only in doing the will of the Father wholeheartedly. Help us to remember, like Mary, that the Mystery of God does not require our understanding, but rather our trust; we must trust God’s loving plan for His creation, and do all we can to spread the Fire You came to enkindle on earth. 

May this entrusting of Your mother to the beloved disciple, and of Your beloved disciple to Mary, be a sign to us that You do not want us to walk alone, and inspire us to support one another as we journey toward You.

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Comment by CO

July 17, 2007 @ 10:33 am

I have long thought of John (who goes on to defer to Peter later, too) as the first priest, after Jesus, to offer Jesus’ Holy Sacrifice. John is standing there at Mary’s side, doing exactly that; we can be sure John’s heart was pierced through as well, that it was absolutely nailed to his Jesus. After the (crucial) seeing of how all disciples defer to Peter as the rock, I guess one may see whatever else one sees, here. And I see something better, now. When I see a pope, I see Peter. When I see a priest, I see John– I see this moment again. As Jesus, by love, is the firstborn of all humanity as well as God, I see John as, by love, the firstborn of all earthly priesthood. The institution of the priesthood seems to me to begin right here. John below Jesus, with Mary at his side, and the other Marys in their veils, all present at the first Mass. All nailed by heart to Him. It is said we share in the royal, priestly and prophetic role; if so, then surely this moment is the alpha and omega of that.

But yes, this moment is Mary’s. Did she know this gift of receiving all humanity as her own — and her, the mother of God, to become our own Mother — was coming? Somehow, I don’t think she foresaw particulars, but rather, as you say in other words, now comes the other half (tho’ it was already present) of the Annunciation to which she unconditionally gave her, “Let it be done to me as You say.” An angel came with the first half of the annunciation question, and Jesus Himself, the Son of God, Alpha and Omega, now finishes/fulfills/consummates it.

One’s “Totus tuus” both crests and takes breath here in this breath-taking Station.

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Comment by kathryntherese

July 17, 2007 @ 11:26 am

Yes, all this and more.

Can I complain to you how difficult it is to keep these meditations brief?!?!?
It is torture to omit so much that cries out to be said here. To keep each one focused so narrowly when every moment of this Passion speaks layers and layers of meaning to be explored.

It is also difficult for me not to break into poetry, as you might guess. My mind works in free verse when faced with these mysteries, and it takes a lot of energy to say so little so prosaically…

This is why I am dissatisfied with the result - they say only a small fraction of what I long to say, what I hope people will draw from them, so they seem pitifully inadequate.

I am leaving this in the combox and not creating a new post because I don’t need to share my pity party with everyone. But for those of you who will weep with me, we weep here.

And I will trust grace to say to hearts all I long to say…

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Comment by CO

July 17, 2007 @ 1:22 pm

Well, if these are pitifully inadequate, then where the heck is all my thought here suddenly coming from?

Is there any law against you also writing this into poetry? God always makes one gift bless at least two, so why not one musing of life made into two entities? Maybe Grace is saying these are the seeds of your next poetry book, nu?

(If not grace, then it must be me saying that.)

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